I love when I post my most significant achievement for the approval of people who I value higher than myself only for it to be ignored, this is literally one of my biggest insecurities, like my parents don’t care about me or any of my achievements, and I could never get attention from them… my friends don’t care… sure I’m proud… but if nobody cares am I even allowed to be proud… literally doesn’t matter, I’ll die in an unmarked grave, and be forgotten as soon as the last shovel of dirt is placed over me…
If I even get a grave, God I hope I don’t, it’ll deadnamed me anyhow, just cremate me and scatter me in some park… I would appreciate that rather than be deadnamed on my tomb…
I’m sorry y’all… I’m genuinely sorry y’all… for… I wish I could tell you, but it’s not like it matters, my opinions don’t matter, I don’t matter… and that’s ok… this is all ok
:3
One day I won’t even be here, and that’d be a day like any other… and that’s ok
They don’t do that, it’s just the fickle whims of the dumb reddit algorithm. I wouldn’t feel too bad about it, really. I tried the same thing, and nobody noticed so I just deleted it. People are weird, y’know? You’re very beautiful, and this post response doesn’t reflect all the effort you put in. You did a great job.
Thank you, yeah I think I am beautiful and I shouldn’t be so hard on myself… thanks I have at least someone else in trans spaces who is neither hugboxxing nor being overly mean, I do appreciate it ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧