It’s only been 2 weeks on hrt. I don’t believe that I’ll pass without ffs. Idk I want hrt so bad, but I’m also so scared. It’s not that I don’t like boobs. But people around me are completely oblivious to me being a tranny even if I’m a faggot. If I grow boobs… Another layer of hell will stand upon me. This time not a personal hell, but an external hell created by my surroundings. I also don’t want serms because I want boob growth. But not before family vacation… Idk I’m just super scared. Will I have the guts to inject myself tomorrow? I probably will, because of dysphoria, like a junkie. Idk I’m also worried that in my repper state I’ll just throw away my hrt someday once it becomes too risky. Really and I’m supposed to boymode for a year somehow? With bangs??? I’ll be clocked as a tranny… I won’t be able to hide it at P.E in my highschool…

  • Cobweb46English
    4·
    6 days ago

    HopeU ,inject, Tmrs, nd .Don’t, Throw it., Away, Bossmaams , its .Good ForU, i Think , .Regardless🫂🫂

  • staranise3969
    1·
    6 days ago

    you’re in highschool? invest now, reap your rewards later, you’ll regret not starting/being consistent sooner. i wish i could have started even a little sooner

    you never know what your body has in store for you if dont keep it under control

    • FuwareiOP
      1·
      6 days ago

      I know that I’ll regret it. But I’m also scared that I’ll regret doing this somehow. Anything can happen, eg. Sandwich. And I’m so scared of the future. Like yeah, hrt is an obvious cure to my gender dysphoria, but living as a tranny? How different is it going to be? I’m so scared, and that future seems so distant. It’ll probably make me happy, but I just can’t imagine it. I’m also scared to have cis female friends. I hate being perceived as moid, especially by women for some reason. I went to a drugstore today for hair products, which was filled mostly with women, and I literally felt so ugly and gross, so much dysphoria, I literally had almost had a panic attack.

      • staranise3969
        2·
        6 days ago

        that’s why you take hrt, for now you dont pass and everyone will treat you as a man or a tranny, women or men, but to be gradually accepted as a woman you have to wait and make uncomfortable decisions. your feeling of inadequacy within women’s spaces will gradually lessen as more and more will recognize you for who you are and as you change your perception of yourself through theirs