It’s only been 2 weeks on hrt. I don’t believe that I’ll pass without ffs. Idk I want hrt so bad, but I’m also so scared. It’s not that I don’t like boobs. But people around me are completely oblivious to me being a tranny even if I’m a faggot. If I grow boobs… Another layer of hell will stand upon me. This time not a personal hell, but an external hell created by my surroundings. I also don’t want serms because I want boob growth. But not before family vacation… Idk I’m just super scared. Will I have the guts to inject myself tomorrow? I probably will, because of dysphoria, like a junkie. Idk I’m also worried that in my repper state I’ll just throw away my hrt someday once it becomes too risky. Really and I’m supposed to boymode for a year somehow? With bangs??? I’ll be clocked as a tranny… I won’t be able to hide it at P.E in my highschool…