PLEASE ENGAGE EARNESTLY WITH MY POST. THIS MATTERS TO ME
NOT SELF HATE SLOP OR REPPER NONSENSE
I GENUINE FEEL LIKE I CAN BE A MAN AND THAT I CAN BE HAPPY IF I ALLOW MYSELF TO BELIEVE I AM ENOUGH AS A MAN
pick one, “genuinely feeling” like you can rep doesnt make it not nonsense lol
It is not about repping…it is about feeling like maybe I am not even trans at all and that my supposed transness was just a way of trying to deal with my repressed heterosexuality and fear of relationships…
ok so, it doesnt work like that, hope this helps
And why doesnt it work like that… ?
(it feels like you have your assumption about me being a trans woman and then simply deny everything from that backwards instead of idk looking at my case and examining its elements)
ok lets examine! you obviously have dysphoria based on your posts, this isnt how dysphoria works, and i couldnt really care less about how you “genuinely feel” because you “genuinely feel” stupid things constantly and this also isnt how it works, hope this helps
this also isnt how it works
You’re just insisting on this without explaining it. You say that this isn’t how dysphoria works but first of all, we need to ask ourselves if I even have genuine dysphoria and why supposedly this (displacement of heterosexual feelings. Shifting from attraction to identification because that feels safer) is not a way in which dysphoria could emerge. I didn’t have dysphoria before identifying as a troon and before engaging with it all… I literally started out thinking “what are people dysphoric about” and imitated that because I thought “I need dysphoria to be trans” and then cultivated it within me… so it seems very much like me setting a standard for how I should look and that then being the reason for the “dysphoria”
then why are you here
Because it is the only space I can talk about this…
Why do you need to talk about if ur okay with being a man
Because of course I need to talk about this becaues I have invested a huge part of my identity into not being a man and now have to face that maybe all that was simply a giant trauma response…
sigh… whatever you say
Please… this matters… it isnt self hate slop. I need guidance and help and your honest opinion on that
You can not be a man
Can you please elaborate and like explain why you think that… like I really need to understand it all
I think downvotes shouldn’t upset you this much and, no offense, people don’t have the energy to break down every part of a huge post like that regularly
I have nobody else to talk with… please
I am sorry… I know I am demanding much… but please this one last time… this one last time… I swear… I am literally begging… please… please… please… break it down… look at it… engage with it in detail… because I need that… I need guidance… this matters so much to me
I can take a look tomorrow i suppose
Thank you <3
I already read 20 of your previous “genuine feel” posts. It isn’t worth to indulge you.
Please please please this one really matters. It is not self hate slop. These are geniuine true important feelings. Please please read it… I swear I need guidance on this. Please engage with it
