It feels like If you have AGP, you’re literally just a perverted fetishist and sexually narcissistic and incapable of a loving stable relationship with another human being. Just because I am more chronically online and autistic and less cringe than the bommer sissy who goes and abandoned his wife and children to jerk of all day in lingerie doesn’t mean that I am actually different.
I am literally just early-onset AGPs…
But… it’s not a mantra… it’s a horrific accusation… that I am just a pervert and by all mean I am a degenerate subhuman and its an accusation the entire world can and will make against me… I don’t have childhood signs or androphilic female sexuaity during puberty or anyhting I can give as counter evidence. I’m dammed in this court. I want to transition, desperately but not only am I afraid it won’t work. But also that I’m not justified in doing it or don’t deserve it or are just mentally ill… and I try to gather evidence for my case but then the mere presence of my sexuality feels like a death sentence proof that I’m wrong… that the accusation is true.
You LITERALLY just repeated it like a mantra…
Damn… true