Stop hurting yourself by deliberately looking for the most degenerate and depressed members of our community to confirm your own biases. Your self-flagellation is entirely pointless as you are performing to an empty stage. Please pull yourself together, take a break from the board if you must.
Why… literally why the fuck should I stop hurting myself when that is the only thing that I deserve to do and the only thing that feels like it makes sense… the only thing that seems true to me is the stuff with which I can further depise and hate myself.
Why shouldnt I when it is the only thing that makes sense to me… when it is literally true that I am just a diseased disgusting subhumann tranny faggot who should by lynched or raped and beaten up… I am a a narcisst… I am sorry… if I werent then maybe I could do the appropriate thing and kill myself but I cant… so hating myself is the second best thing that I can do… I want to suffer but I never suffer enough… and I deserve to do it
you are performing to an empty stage
Then I am not performing well enough… then I just need to get worse but guess what even ending up in a psych ward or trying to kill myself didnt make me feel right, didnt solve this issue, so I know that only death will satisfy my self-hatred… sadly some delusional fucking part in me is too much of a weak snivelling pussy to actually kms
Stop hurting yourself by deliberately looking for the most degenerate and depressed members of our community to confirm your own biases. Your self-flagellation is entirely pointless as you are performing to an empty stage. Please pull yourself together, take a break from the board if you must.
Why… literally why the fuck should I stop hurting myself when that is the only thing that I deserve to do and the only thing that feels like it makes sense… the only thing that seems true to me is the stuff with which I can further depise and hate myself.
Why shouldnt I when it is the only thing that makes sense to me… when it is literally true that I am just a diseased disgusting subhumann tranny faggot who should by lynched or raped and beaten up… I am a a narcisst… I am sorry… if I werent then maybe I could do the appropriate thing and kill myself but I cant… so hating myself is the second best thing that I can do… I want to suffer but I never suffer enough… and I deserve to do it
Then I am not performing well enough… then I just need to get worse but guess what even ending up in a psych ward or trying to kill myself didnt make me feel right, didnt solve this issue, so I know that only death will satisfy my self-hatred… sadly some delusional fucking part in me is too much of a weak snivelling pussy to actually kms