Yeah sorry I don’t think repping is humanly possible. Literally all waking hours of my day were spent mulling over tranny thoughts. I can’t fucking get this shit out of my mind.
Please how do I make it stop I don’t wanna be a tranny I don’t wanna honmode I don’t wanna get hatecrimed but at the same time I want boobs and hips and wanna bf that sees me as a woman and I want srs and ffs and GOD IT NEVER ENDS


I relate to the depression and no hobbies/real existence. I’ve given up on everything but estrogen, so it’s good that you still do those other things! Too long in manmode and you almost forget you’re trans…not good to get stuck.
I’m glad they’d at least be supportive! Takes a lil pressure off. Hopefully you can continue to process the pain/shame/trauma and eventually get to a better place❤️
Thank you so much for the convo ❤️❤️
I hope you can also get to a better place and start to rekindle your femininity… I would hate to see it snuffed out 🫂
No problem, always nice to chat with mah 4tranners!! Thanks as well, I hope to get past this slump🫶