I am just talking about my thoughts… its is not like this place hasnt contributed to exactly that fucked up mindset of mine… I got worse while being here… dont just blame me… I also am just voicing my thoughts… didnt know that wasnt allowed… and primarily everything I say refers to me… I just generalize a lot when I speak!
I found it… and I am sorry… I removed that comment… I clearly overstepped and was just behaving in a reckless furry of self hatred… this was too far… that was very wrong… I am sorry… I just felt personally shitty because I had to think about women I knew and felt such despair and dysphoria and envy and just felt disgusted with myself because I felt ashamed for wanting to be like them and felt creepy and wrong and just… I projected it very clearly outwards…
I am just talking about my thoughts… its is not like this place hasnt contributed to exactly that fucked up mindset of mine… I got worse while being here… dont just blame me… I also am just voicing my thoughts… didnt know that wasnt allowed… and primarily everything I say refers to me… I just generalize a lot when I speak!
you came into a conversation i was having and directly said it to me
I have to go and look that up… what???
I found it… and I am sorry… I removed that comment… I clearly overstepped and was just behaving in a reckless furry of self hatred… this was too far… that was very wrong… I am sorry… I just felt personally shitty because I had to think about women I knew and felt such despair and dysphoria and envy and just felt disgusted with myself because I felt ashamed for wanting to be like them and felt creepy and wrong and just… I projected it very clearly outwards…