What, having a rapestick is making you suicidal? No no no, you have to learn to live with it BEFORE you can get srs!
And the nhs makes you wait like a decade at best for it, so if at any one point they suddenly find out you’re not doing well everything is halted and you’ll have to wait several more years. How the fuck am I meant to keep going like this???
Yeah but how am I gonna lie out of suicide attempts being documented and visible self harm scars? The latter would at least be seen by the surgeon no matter how much I lie
no clue
Exactly like what can I even do to cope with anything if sh and attempting suicide isn’t an option