What, having a rapestick is making you suicidal? No no no, you have to learn to live with it BEFORE you can get srs!
And the nhs makes you wait like a decade at best for it, so if at any one point they suddenly find out you’re not doing well everything is halted and you’ll have to wait several more years. How the fuck am I meant to keep going like this???
Exactly like what can I even do to cope with anything if sh and attempting suicide isn’t an option