What, having a rapestick is making you suicidal? No no no, you have to learn to live with it BEFORE you can get srs!
And the nhs makes you wait like a decade at best for it, so if at any one point they suddenly find out you’re not doing well everything is halted and you’ll have to wait several more years. How the fuck am I meant to keep going like this???
like srs wouldnt make life better for us
Literally the only thing I can do is maximise the chances my suicide attempt succeeds if I ever actually end up trying
do what generations of trannies have done before us. lie, lie, then lie some more. if the cis make this the only way we can access care, they have noone to blame but themselves for our lies
Yeah but how am I gonna lie out of suicide attempts being documented and visible self harm scars? The latter would at least be seen by the surgeon no matter how much I lie
no clue
Exactly like what can I even do to cope with anything if sh and attempting suicide isn’t an option
