• kyammyOP
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      14 days ago

      Oh hey you changed your name kinda!

      Kyams is actually a pseudonym because I’m cool and myserious like that…

      • Maffy
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        14 days ago

        Yea someone else started to call me that and I liked it so that’s my username now I guess

        Also isn’t kyammy/kyamisd already a pseudonym…

        • kyammyOP
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          14 days ago

          Maffy is cute, I’m glad you like it ^^ I hope you’ve been doing well. I haven’t been posting as much recently which has probably been good for me, but I’m probably really out of loop with stuff now

          Yeah those are all pseudonyms too, I’m a tran of many names

          • Maffy
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            14 days ago

            I’ve been doing… okay I suppose. I actually left for some time too actually but I had to come back after some stuff happened. And hey, I’m the top poster of c/doomposts now so that’s cool!!!

            I’m glad you’ve been (probably) feeling better because of that break :>

            • kyammyOP
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              14 days ago

              I don’t really want to get into it too much, but in some ways I’m a bit better but there’s a long way to go. I’m probably just as cynical as I was a few months ago, but slightly more functional and less neurotic.

              I’m sorry about your friend, I don’t really know all the details and how long it’s been, but if that’s the thing that got you to come back I hope you’ve found what you needed here and I hope you’re still staying active and doing things.

              • Maffy
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                14 days ago

                Yea that’s the thing that got me back becuz the reason I’m here at all is my isolation tbh. The same applied to her too I’m pretty sure so it really hurts to see her just… choose to die. It’s been a bit over a week since then.

                • kyammyOP
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                  14 days ago

                  I’m so sorry 🫂 I feel like I can relate to feeling like your life it at a deadend and feeling so tired you’d choose to die, and I can relate to isolating at times. I had a family member pass not too long ago, and a big part that got me though that was the fact that I could talk with other people and lean on them to cry, and then at some point I had to return to everyday life even if there was still funeral stuff and practical arrangements that had to be juggled with everything else. Death of a friend to suicide might be different, but maybe this is the exact moment where you shouldn’t be isolating.

      • kyammyOP
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        14 days ago

        kyammy? more like scammy cos that’s what i’m doing to yall with this pseudonym…

  • Xir
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    14 days ago

    It would be funny if you drew something and posted it to artttt

    • kyammyOP
      3·
      14 days ago

      This was gonna be my entry to the mascot competition when it was happening, but I ended up not uploading it. The name Tack works in two ways because it’s kinda similar to “ack” so it works with the 4t4 culture, and also because it’s a hedgehog that helps with injections, tack from thumbtack would continue the spike/needle theme.

    • kyammyOP
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      14 days ago

      I should be going to sleep and I’m not that good with art