hrt won’t do anything for me. in 6 months all i have to show for my effort, losing my family, being put on dozens of lists, endless medical humiliation, and expensive electrolysis is a pair of tiny conetits. even if i was on hrt for a hundred years it can’t fix my grotesque manly jaw, or my neanderthal browbone, or my disgusting male beak, or my undeniably male shoulders, or my height taller than 99% of women, or my protruding ugly ribcage, or my untrainable voice. why go on? i won’t ever pass. i won’t ever afford the surgery needed to reconstruct my disgusting, T-poisoned, raped male XY body. i should detroon and rep and probably kill myself too.
Even if you won’t fully pass (which idk I’ve never seen you), you know that it’s still preferable to growing into an old man body and further masculinizing. I think the grass is greener on the other side of transitioning. You’ve already come so far please don’t ruin it