hrt won’t do anything for me. in 6 months all i have to show for my effort, losing my family, being put on dozens of lists, endless medical humiliation, and expensive electrolysis is a pair of tiny conetits. even if i was on hrt for a hundred years it can’t fix my grotesque manly jaw, or my neanderthal browbone, or my disgusting male beak, or my undeniably male shoulders, or my height taller than 99% of women, or my protruding ugly ribcage, or my untrainable voice. why go on? i won’t ever pass. i won’t ever afford the surgery needed to reconstruct my disgusting, T-poisoned, raped male XY body. i should detroon and rep and probably kill myself too.

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    🫂🫂dont rep gracemoder, being trans is hard but it’s infinitely better than repping. Nobody really reps without getting brain damage and going crazy. Maybe try to keep going for a year or two on hrt and see if the changes make you happier

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        Even if you won’t fully pass (which idk I’ve never seen you), you know that it’s still preferable to growing into an old man body and further masculinizing. I think the grass is greener on the other side of transitioning. You’ve already come so far please don’t ruin it

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    ,If you Don’t, Take your .Shot, Then , you Lost, your Family, went .Thru, Those, Lists, nd .Endless, Medical, Humiliation, .All For, Nothing , .6Months, is Fairly .Early, in , .i Have, No idea, How you Look ,Obviouslys, but .Repping, Won’t .Make, These Things, better .It’ll Just, make Them .Worse, you’re ,Better Off .on Estrogen, Repping, isn’t .Rlly, a Real .Option, it’ll .Kill You, . i’m Sorry, .i Feel like, its .All Worthless, a Lot .of The ,Time Too, but .You, Rlly .Should, give it ,More .Time, 🫂🫂