Like I mean seriously… I fucking hate myself that I didn’t know early and will never accept myself as trans or transition because of that. I used to be an extremely religiously zealous and anti-lgbtq chud and nobody here seems to have had the same experience cause you all seemingly were already gay little faggots or troons at 16y old and simply were to dumb or didn’t know about DIY back then. But me?
No, I was straight. I was cis. Then it all broke apart. Isn’t there anybody who has a similar experience and knows how that feels and has the same doubts due to not knowing they were trans at an early age and that used to be like extremely transphobic!
I can’t be the only one… I’m so lonely and hurt


I am sorry that happened… that sounds horrific… I hope that you are doing better nowadays… I thankfully almost always just suffered internally… I also hesistated a lot before ever getting any help whatsoever… I thought I didnt deserve it
Yeah, definitely better now, no cutting since then. My gf keeps me safe and HRT makes me feel better.
I had been suffering internally for years too, but someday I just reached my breaking point. You can only bottle up so much.
I’m glad you’re getting help now. You don’t deserve it any less than anybody else. Your therapist seems competent, I’m glad.