its just not meant to be i was never meant to be a woman im just a disgusting freak that feels distressed that they arent a woman there’s no point if I need a hundred different surgeries to make me look slightly better but still a weird monster compared to someone who started hrt as a kid and its not like ill ever get a job good enough for any of the surgeries im just meant to die
You are not a weird monster. It’s just that societies has become extremely hostile to the concept of us. That doesn’t mean you can achieve these outcomes. If you don’t try you’ll not make progress. You can use these extreme feelings to push yourself further to make progress
its just not meant to be i was never meant to be a woman im just a disgusting freak that feels distressed that they arent a woman there’s no point if I need a hundred different surgeries to make me look slightly better but still a weird monster compared to someone who started hrt as a kid and its not like ill ever get a job good enough for any of the surgeries im just meant to die
You are not a weird monster. It’s just that societies has become extremely hostile to the concept of us. That doesn’t mean you can achieve these outcomes. If you don’t try you’ll not make progress. You can use these extreme feelings to push yourself further to make progress
suicidal feeling went away a bit but yeah not actively searching suicide methods now
That’s good