does it hurt or is it bad also how high is the risk of living after
i dont know. dont kill yourself
ill never come close to passing ill always be a freak and im stupid literally nothing gets better
Killing yourself will hurt a awful lot by any method. There is no state which death occurs without pain. That is reality and reality sucks, but try to have fun if possible. You can get close to passing and you haven’t ran out of options at this point
waow okay that’s actually extremely annoying but maybe it will get so bad to the point it outweighs the temporary pain
I highly doubt ill get close to anything my genetics are literally made for me to be a hon and it doesnt help that im 183cm
If your able to save up you can get height reduction surgery which will help a bit. There are also other steps which can be done like FFs and such. So it isn’t over and there are surgeries which are better options than kys
its just not meant to be i was never meant to be a woman im just a disgusting freak that feels distressed that they arent a woman there’s no point if I need a hundred different surgeries to make me look slightly better but still a weird monster compared to someone who started hrt as a kid and its not like ill ever get a job good enough for any of the surgeries im just meant to die
You are not a weird monster. It’s just that societies has become extremely hostile to the concept of us. That doesn’t mean you can achieve these outcomes. If you don’t try you’ll not make progress. You can use these extreme feelings to push yourself further to make progress
suicidal feeling went away a bit but yeah not actively searching suicide methods now
There is no comfort in death and only pain.
