You are not a weird monster. It’s just that societies has become extremely hostile to the concept of us. That doesn’t mean you can achieve these outcomes. If you don’t try you’ll not make progress. You can use these extreme feelings to push yourself further to make progress
You are not a weird monster. It’s just that societies has become extremely hostile to the concept of us. That doesn’t mean you can achieve these outcomes. If you don’t try you’ll not make progress. You can use these extreme feelings to push yourself further to make progress
suicidal feeling went away a bit but yeah not actively searching suicide methods now
That’s good