got my first 2mg daily sublingual doctor prescribed estradiol hondose today. I cried In the pharmacy when they asked me which prescriptions I was trying to fill. Any recomendations on how to come to terms with the fact that I’m willingly doing this to myself? sorry if this is too doomy
I know this seems like you’re walking into a burning building, but take it from a former repper, you are saving yourself from unimaginable horrors. This is good.
YES
yeah I think ur right, I’m more scared than I am happy, but I think deep down I know its a good thing that I’ve gone and done it
Its so scary to leap into the unknown! That’s fair. But it is so good that you’re doing this. You are making a future version of yourself real right now, and she will be grateful
lol ur gonna make me cry <3
Stop being emotional and think rationally. How can you get $120 a year to DiY? DiY or die You got this
2mg wtf
time to DIY or what?
yea definitely idk if 2mg will do anything
Endo said he was gonna do blood work every couple months and gradually increase my dose. whatever you say doctor man. I’ve been not on E for 20 years so I guess I can wait a little longer. A part of me still wants to DIY but I’ll prob get caught at my next blood work :<
even then 2mg is like a placebo dose. also even if you get caught they can’t rly do anything about u diying
I guess but then again they could also like cancel my prescription or maybe that’d be illegal I don’t know. regardless i’m too broke to diy forever
diy lasts a long time it’s usually not that much more expensive afaik
I’ll look at the directory again, thanks for the advice
yeah I know right? I tried asking for bica instead of Spiro too, no dice, my Endo seems like a by the book guy :[
you’re starting transition or were moved to sublingual?
day one of transitioning, haven’t come to terms with the fact that this is real life :{
welcome sister
lolol thanks I’m probably gonna become a regular here, at least while I get used to things, it’s nice to talk to people about stuff
