I feel like I’ve only gotten worse on HRT and that my dysphoria got worse. I had fetishistic motivations to transition and it was done on impulse thinking it would make me happier which it didn’t or at least not in the way I thought it would. I miss the days where I could just treat this whole thing as a fetish and continue my day to day life as a man without feeling this constant stress of being a tranny and not worrying about how faketrans I am
Okay but that’s very very different from actually wanting to be a man again, like these are things lots of normal trannies struggle with. And you’re still dysphoric over the same things apparently
Why?
I feel like I’ve only gotten worse on HRT and that my dysphoria got worse. I had fetishistic motivations to transition and it was done on impulse thinking it would make me happier which it didn’t or at least not in the way I thought it would. I miss the days where I could just treat this whole thing as a fetish and continue my day to day life as a man without feeling this constant stress of being a tranny and not worrying about how faketrans I am
Okay but that’s very very different from actually wanting to be a man again, like these are things lots of normal trannies struggle with. And you’re still dysphoric over the same things apparently
Yeah but idk why. Maybe I’m a reverse repper tho because I imagine myself as a man first thing rather than a woman and am forcing myself to transition
how would dysphoria getting worse lead to you detransing this is so stupid
Because I wasn’t dysphoric when I was male which means this is all wrong and the right path for me is to detroon
ok whatever i hate volrepper
Can’t be volrepping if this is truly not for me
indont have the patience for this. yoire dysphoric you utter fucking moron you ungrategul fucking arrgrhfhhfhf
I’m sorry :(
Honestly same. Most of my dysphoria feels estrogen induced