I just know it

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      I feel like I’ve only gotten worse on HRT and that my dysphoria got worse. I had fetishistic motivations to transition and it was done on impulse thinking it would make me happier which it didn’t or at least not in the way I thought it would. I miss the days where I could just treat this whole thing as a fetish and continue my day to day life as a man without feeling this constant stress of being a tranny and not worrying about how faketrans I am

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        27 days ago

        Okay but that’s very very different from actually wanting to be a man again, like these are things lots of normal trannies struggle with. And you’re still dysphoric over the same things apparently

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          Yeah but idk why. Maybe I’m a reverse repper tho because I imagine myself as a man first thing rather than a woman and am forcing myself to transition

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        27 days ago

        how would dysphoria getting worse lead to you detransing this is so stupid

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          Because I wasn’t dysphoric when I was male which means this is all wrong and the right path for me is to detroon

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              Can’t be volrepping if this is truly not for me

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                indont have the patience for this. yoire dysphoric you utter fucking moron you ungrategul fucking arrgrhfhhfhf

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        27 days ago

        Honestly same. Most of my dysphoria feels estrogen induced

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      27 days ago

      If it happened to you why can’t it happen to me

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          how would one determine the odds of this happening? I don’t think I would, and I don’t seem like the sort of person who is posting on faketrans and things like that (I have longstanding memories of dysphoria and only am transitioning at 25 because I was avoiding the question of my own identity) but as someone who wants to know more, what exactly pushed you/others that ended up not being right?