Good morning :3 hope y’all are doing well c:


I love being fine and numb
Everyone get’s the meds that make numb, why only me gets the meds that make less numb (i literally feared that i was getting anhedonia qwq)
I was not being sarcastic, being fine but not having negative or positive emotions is genuinely a massive increase to my quality of life, (before I was oscillating between being suffering and apathy). Can only hope things improve from here :)
i did not think you were sarcastic sorry if i did sound like that
i am happy you feel better and i am sure it will get better, for both of us c:
I saw this post right as I was falling asleep and I forgot to do my injection thanks lmao
Fux always at your service o7
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maybe i am just built different, other people feel less because of the meds, but i am happy because i finally can feel my feelings again c:
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i mean the first ones i tried i stopped because they made me suicidal qwq so was also try and error
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i did not think that i needed meds anymore, but after 3 extremly bad things happened i was at my breaking point and without help i would not have survived much longer yeah, they saved my life and god it is such a nice feeling to not be in a 24/7 panic attack anymore T.T
now i just regret everything i did in the last 6 years due to trauma and illness, but can finally work on it




