I cant see myself objectively, sometimes i think im hideous and other times i think i look okayish, it changes so often i feel like i look completely different several times a day wtf. Im too scared to ask other people its so over

  • seagalzz
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    29 days ago

    if i knew what i saw in myself was objective, i probably would’ve already killed myself icl

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      29 days ago

      Probably same, sometimes i see myself and i just think wtf i should die rn, maybe my brain knows im too weak to handle the truth so it distorts my perception to keep me alive

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        29 days ago

        i genuinely wish i could know objectively whether to kms or not

    • Fuwarei
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      29 days ago

      Same. I get reverse bdd. But when I catch a glimpse of myself before my brain is able to filter it, I can see it. Sometimes that filter can be off as well. At times like this I become suicidal