I never had it… at least not in any stable sense… my idea of self or goals in life was always tied to what would bring me admiration and love… even my current troon thougts are just another itteration of me trying to find a way to somehow be happy and be loved, so essentially trannymaxxing. I have no sense of self because I never developed one. It was true even in the past, before troonism
Hmmmm I wonder why you don’t have a sense of self when you try to shut it away 24/7… truly curious
I never had it… at least not in any stable sense… my idea of self or goals in life was always tied to what would bring me admiration and love… even my current troon thougts are just another itteration of me trying to find a way to somehow be happy and be loved, so essentially trannymaxxing. I have no sense of self because I never developed one. It was true even in the past, before troonism