i just realized how much i want other peoples attention and to spend time with them but nobody really reaches out to me unless im already there. nobody asks me to do stuff or spend time with them. i barely even have people anyways. i can’t stop sitting here crying talking to people is the only forms of escape i have and im not even wanted. this sucks. I’m just a fucking weirdo loser

    • FlowrOP
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      1 month ago

      yeah but it’s not reciprocated, if i don’t talk to them they don’t really talk to me. i have to initiate or already be there to be included. nobody cares to really include me. im saying im just a weirdo that nobody wants to talk to

      • FlowrOP
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        1 month ago

        most of the people i talk to are online now I should have specified. i don’t meet people i can’t. talking to friends and playing games with them online is the only solace i have to escape. they all think im male and i wouldn’t be friends with them if i wasnt probably. these relationships feel pointless and one sided now.