i just realized how much i want other peoples attention and to spend time with them but nobody really reaches out to me unless im already there. nobody asks me to do stuff or spend time with them. i barely even have people anyways. i can’t stop sitting here crying talking to people is the only forms of escape i have and im not even wanted. this sucks. I’m just a fucking weirdo loser
yeah but it’s not reciprocated, if i don’t talk to them they don’t really talk to me. i have to initiate or already be there to be included. nobody cares to really include me. im saying im just a weirdo that nobody wants to talk to
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