Why are we like this… did socialisation really fuck us over mentally this bad… why dont we adress this issue a lot more honestly… why dont we talk about this… why dont we make this a criteria to be truetrans or whatever or just to be considered a worthwhile member of the community… to not be pornbrained like that and to actually sit down and contend with the reality of womanhood… when I read about feminism or female oppression (and no feminity is not just about oppression, that is such a negative view) but I genuinely feel so horrible because I guess Terfism has infected my brain too much because I wish that I would understand it on an experential level… that I would share in that… that I can be considered a woman too, that I am allowed to belong to this histroy… I want nothing more than to do that… to be a sister in womanhood but I look at myself… at the fact that I dont have a uterus… that I am an ugly troon… that I am so deformed and violated by male puberty and socialisation and I just feel like it makes me want to die to be honest… it makes me feel just… like IWNBAW…