I remember a few months ago when I hadn’t even measured my bideltoid or anything because I had the self-restraint to avoid getting too brainwormed. I really used to think I could make it, given a year or two. now… I can’t see it working out at all how I’d hoped

  • sky
    4·
    1 month ago

    still havnt measured anything bc i know my doomering will get so much worse :/ i hope things get better for u nona ❤️‍🩹

      • sky
        2·
        1 month ago

        doomscrolling is good for the soul ❤️‍🩹

        also hiya 👋👋👋

    • AutumnOP
      2·
      1 month ago

      that’s very wise, never measure yourself :{ and thank you, I’m hoping things will improve at least a little if I keep delusionally trying

      • sky
        2·
        1 month ago

        the only way to guarantee things won’t improve is by giving up, hang in there nona ❤️‍🩹🫂

    • AutumnOP
      2·
      1 month ago

      aww thanks <3

      but yeah, don’t make the mistake of measuring. the brainworms are irreversible

        • AutumnOP
          1·
          1 month ago

          it just doesn’t matter if you do. ultimately, you transition to survive, and you’ll know if you’re a luckshit or ogrehon based on how quickly you start passing / malefailing. if you put in your best effort, you’ll get the best possible outcome regardless, and it’ll never matter what your gungus ratio is. if you measure first, you might get too demotivated to properly effortmax, especially since measurements can lie and you’ll be searching for the worst ones

  • AutumnOP
    1·
    1 month ago

    also, it’s not even just the measurements. every day I look in the mirror and realize how top-heavy I really am. I can cope with numbers, but seeing reality is undeniable