I remember a few months ago when I hadn’t even measured my bideltoid or anything because I had the self-restraint to avoid getting too brainwormed. I really used to think I could make it, given a year or two. now… I can’t see it working out at all how I’d hoped


that’s very wise, never measure yourself :{ and thank you, I’m hoping things will improve at least a little if I keep delusionally trying
the only way to guarantee things won’t improve is by giving up, hang in there nona ❤️🩹🫂