I am not feeling well and I am ruining my life… I am so tired and exhausted… and since I have gotten on 4tran… idk if I have gotten better or worse in my mental health but definetly worse in some way or another… but at least I know the truth now that there is no hope for me…


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I am just feeling disoriented… I need to set everything to zero and make a plan or organize my stuff or figure things out but I am just so exhausted all the time and overwhelmed cause everything just keeps piling up…
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I cannot rest or take my time when every second that I dont do something, which I havent for days, makes everything worse… the only way out of this is to somehow do all of my work and somehow not be at a deficit anymore and moving forward, not rest or take a breater but continue working so that I dont fall behind again… But I am literally to exhausted to move
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Dont worry… its okay… I just want to get out of this depressive spiral