I am not feeling well and I am ruining my life… I am so tired and exhausted… and since I have gotten on 4tran… idk if I have gotten better or worse in my mental health but definetly worse in some way or another… but at least I know the truth now that there is no hope for me…

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      I am just feeling disoriented… I need to set everything to zero and make a plan or organize my stuff or figure things out but I am just so exhausted all the time and overwhelmed cause everything just keeps piling up…

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          I cannot rest or take my time when every second that I dont do something, which I havent for days, makes everything worse… the only way out of this is to somehow do all of my work and somehow not be at a deficit anymore and moving forward, not rest or take a breater but continue working so that I dont fall behind again… But I am literally to exhausted to move

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    4tran is nice in bits and pieces. But it’s certainly not a good place to stay for a while. I find after I’ve been on for a bit I really start believing some of the things I read which, isn’t good. Theres some dark thoughts on here. I’d recommend a break! Do update us when you start HRT but take some time for yourself!

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      Well yeah but it is obvious that the stuff on here is true…

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        im gna smack you. the shit these mentally ill people say is not true and you know that

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          No… I dont know that… there is some truth to blanchard… there is definetly truth to the bonepill… there is truth to passing and female and male socialisation… many things here are actually very fucking true´???

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            Girl you’re more brainwormed than I am and Ive been on HRT for like a year and a half. You havent even started babes. Howd they get so developed I wonder. Js take a break from here love you’ll be happier <3