Are there any signs or clues which can tell you that you’ll develop reverse dysphoria in the future? Eg. like sandwich did How do you know if you genuinely have dysphoria? Or if it is just something resembling dysphoria caused by internal beliefs?
are you excessively truetrans with an offical diagnosis of gender dysphoria at a younger age? do you feel like you never actually experienced being a man and envy cis men for that? because thats what most sudden reverse dysphoriacs have
No, I self diagnosed myself and will go on DIY myself. I don’t have the money for doing official rn. Throughout my life I experienced being a man I think? Like I did masculine stuff and had been treated as a man. But I don’t envy any of this, nor do I like it. The only thing of masculinity which I may like is the coolness factor, like in anime and shows. But not of those hyper-masculine. Tho I could say the same about women characters, but there’s just less representation. Like for example Okabe Rintaro from steins gate. He was really like me with liking science and being so performative about it, and just being a freak. And he could be so cool as well, like in the last episode giving his monologue. For a while I thought I was like him, but I also wanted to be feminine at the same time. That was back when I was femboycoping. But if I was him irl, that’d be just the form I hate - myself. I’d really be not that much different. I hate being masculine and I wish to be feminine. Can women see male characters as cool and identify with their personality? Or is this a faketrans sign, and a detrans catalyst?
the redt of it is completeyl irrelavant tbh
But why? Can women feel this way or can’t they? Or do women only identity with female characters?
women identify with male characters all the time. its all just stereotypes has nothing to do with ohysical dysphoria.
exactly. youre nothing like them and so this feeling wot change. you know what being a man is and you hate it.
But what if my mind is split? What if it feels cool being the man and regarded by society, but it also feels like something not reflective of myself and conflicting with my desires to be feminine? Honestly I wish we had scifi tech which would just split the male part from the female part of me. Like I feel like the female part is winning but there’s still some male part left inside. That’s why I feel like 70% woman and 30% masculine and they can’t be combined.
might be some kinda enby? if it doesnt feel reflective of yourself its probably a little to do with how society views men vs women in general. but if you want to be on hrt then you have to do it. there is no sich thing as too faketrans for transition.
Yeah but idk if I’d call this being an enby. More like internal perceptions opposite to themselves, which don’t average out. So you can’t have both at the same time. But like the female one is winning greatly. But if I had to describe my femininity, it’d be kind of on the enby spectrum. Like not tomboyish, but also not extremely feminine
hmm i dee… stil wahtever it is, its not being a man or testosteronised, so take your hrt.
Yeah when it comes… Estrapen!!!
But it is hard to really say what percentages they are. Like there’s a small bit of man left which can be active in certain situations.
Do you envy men for the way they look? Also you‘re like 99,99% guaranteed to be a regular tranny instead of this dumb existence
No I don’t envy. But they can look cool, and can be cool in ways different than women. But that is not who I am. I’d prefer a female body. I’d prefer to be a mother than a father.
Then you’re safe congrats you can stop worrying
no clues and u will drive urself crazy if u try to work it out. The best sign for trooning is a desire to troon without any deeper analysis needed
this is like asking “what will be my favorite food 10 years from now”. Like its likely it wont change much but theres a small chance you could end up liking smth you hate rn. you cant really predict with absolute 100% confidence but u can still predict with like 99% confidence.
I don’t have a favorite food, I have favorite foods. Kinda hard for me to chose my favorites unless it is something exceptionally better.
tbh its more like u have to buy a lifetime of certains foods and eat it for the rest of ur life but in the future if u hate what u chose so much u cant eat it at all anymore u have to go and spend alot of money getting new food while being saddled with a bunch of useless food u dont know what to do with
like either way pls dont starve if u hate ur food (physical sex characteristics) now so much so u cant eat it anymore u should buy the new food so u dont die. just because theres a small chance u wont be able to tolerate the new food in the future at all doesnt mean u should starve today
idk im bad at analogies
I barely understood this at first but I get what you mean
these are just ocd thoughts ngl, it’s completely pointless to think about. Just follow your base-desires in the moment. You still want to be a woman right now? You still want to take estradiol right now? Then work towards those things.
Idk how I can give advice like this to others but I never follow it myself and I go right back to thinking I’m faketrans. Truly the dumbest
real and same😔
Yes I do, but I’m not feeling much dysphoria rn, just indifference. I make stupid posts like this when I don’t feel it. And I don’t feel it when I’m not thinking about it or not being reminded about my body/sociality. And that happens when I’m on my pc, phone or in general being distracted from myself. I just came out to my sister yesterday and it is making me doubt myself so much. What if this is not real? Am I really going to commit to this long process of transition? I mean I want to. But it feels so weird, like I’m chosing a big path in my life, like these thoughts are actually slowly becoming reality and not just torment in my head. It feels so weird and unreal.
Waow congrats on coming out!!
Sometimes I feel indifference too, in the same way when I’m distracted. I think this is just how the mind works. If you got in a car accident, dysphoria probably wouldn’t be on your mind. The brain naturally shifts attention to stimuli, kind of like how you can hear one person conversing in a cocktail party even if there are 100 other people talking, or how if you cut your finger you can poke your fingernail into your skin and you don’t feel the cut as bad.
The thing is, it will always come back. And you don’t want to risk detransing on the 1% chance you’ll later get reverse dysphoria. It is a major life decision and the path ahead will be difficult, but we both know that transitioning will make you happier. It will all be worth it in the long-run. I believe in you Fuwarei!
Yeah I always think it is over or that I’m getting better, but it always comes back and crushes me.
