considering I had sex pre-hrt a few times for validation I don’t believe I have any right to really pursue transitioning, I don’t how the fuck I could have had anorexia at 12 but then a few years later go on to do that, it’s like I compromised and defiled my soul. It’s nobodies fault but my own frankly, I really did believe I would become normal if I got into a relationship but it only highlighted the dysphoria which is why they’d never last for more than a week usually. frankly I wish I would’ve had someone in my life who made me feel like it was okay to be attracted to men primarily and that it was okay to be trans back then, but instead I had my parents push me in the closet as much as I showed any sign. I’m never socially transitioning.
Some of you people can’t be for real oh god. Take your pills Alice and stop repping
Denying yourself something that will make you feel better in order to punish yourself for something that made you feel bad. Just why
ive been on hrt for years i just feel like i don’t deserve it. im not stopping any time soon but i’ve given up socially doing anything because it feels unfair given my history.
The mindset where in order to be a trans you need to “earn” this title is a weapon of society and the state to devalue the lives of transsexuals. This way of thinking makes people wait until it’s too late, makes them live and die miserable for the comfort of cissoidd. The fact that you take estrogen and you like its effects is already a solid indicator that you’re a trutranny. You don’t have to deserve anything, to prove anything to the cis or to yourself. This belief has been put into your head by others just so that you can’t become happy. But it’s in your mind to free yourself from these shackles
repper coping mechanism, take your pills yada yads
