calling him he because I’m a terrible person and he annoys me. so I live in a male dorm and I’m questioning if one of my roommates is a repper. I’m getting mixed signals. on one hand, he served in army (compulsory), dudebro in many aspects and fucking lets everyone know that he is gonna shit/piss loudly (please kill me), he gets kind of aggressive time to time and frequently tells me he’s gonna beat me up. on the other hand though, he is in a female coded field, hangs out with a lot of women, seen him go thrifting with them, attempts to skincare and haircare (does pretty retarded things and too honfident about it though). one time he even asked me if I think he could pass as a girl in some fit??? sometimes he makes poor attempts at squeaking out really annoying high pitched sound when trying to act surprised. if I blame him for something he unleashes his inner agp queen and asks if I’m gonna punnish him or tie him to a radiator… I have a disgusting quality of being an annoying bitch, I pick a victim and keep bullying them if they react in a funny way. unfortunately for him, I’ve been calling him names for quite a while. now that I start to question him, i feel really bad. I don’t care about cismoid’s feelings but bullying a tranny that already has it pretty bad isnt unacceptable. I’m quite positive he thinks I’m just a fag that keeps it low-key and it better stay that way. how can I manipulate him into researching stuff on his own? I won’t tell him directly because he can’t keep his mouth shut and in a week every person 10km near us would know that I’m a tranny trying to groom it’s roommate. idk what to do at all because every now and then he drops a helicopter joke or says something retarded about trannies so he clearly has a long way to come. lookswise he is pretty cooked but a hrtrepper is better than a repper


kind of is ngl. army cooks brains hard. she’s older than me and mpb is showing, has like the biggest browbone I’ve ever seen. I get so sad and tear up a bit everytime I look at her sleeping. like I really want to help :((( but considering her current opinions I don’t know what to do without sabotaging my own transition
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