i cant think about it my brain erases it and everything about it until i convince myself it’s not real or happening it’s such a constant mindfuck

  • Basedandtrollpilled
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    1 day ago

    I’ve forgotten most my beloved childhood memories. I’ve forgotten the rhymes my mother used to sing me, i forgot the little joys of life you can only experience as a child, i forgot my elders’ young faces…

    • qz14OP
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      1 day ago

      yeah… i’ve forgotten so much but the scarier part is the consisten forgetting in my life now. Like I was in a totally different mindset last week and i don’t remember it at all and everyhting just comes in loops

        • qz14OP
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          1 day ago

          for me it’s the past week at most. It’s been like that forever.

              • Basedandtrollpilled
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                1 day ago

                Me too, i cried when i first noticed it. If i forget those, i won’t be able to sing my children the same lullabies and rhymes my mother sang me… And even that example is horrifying

                • qz14OP
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                  1 day ago

                  yeah it’s so fucking scary the whole thing is so scary :((