i cant think about it my brain erases it and everything about it until i convince myself it’s not real or happening it’s such a constant mindfuck

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      for me it’s the past week at most. It’s been like that forever.

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            Me too, i cried when i first noticed it. If i forget those, i won’t be able to sing my children the same lullabies and rhymes my mother sang me… And even that example is horrifying

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              yeah it’s so fucking scary the whole thing is so scary :((