i cant think about it my brain erases it and everything about it until i convince myself it’s not real or happening it’s such a constant mindfuck

  • shedik
    3·
    24 hours ago

    I take pictures of good stuff and message my friends when something good happens so I can reread our chat and remember. My whole life feels foggy so I conditioned myself to give pieces of memories a permanent form. Surprisingly it helps

    [Edited because grammar]

    • qz14OP
      3·
      24 hours ago

      that’s a really good idea… i hate how impermanent everything is i forget EVERYTHING

    • Basedandtrollpilled
      2·
      23 hours ago

      Lmao, i did this too unintentionally, except for last year i have the last 5 years’ archived like thys

  • Basedandtrollpilled
    2·
    1 day ago

    I’ve forgotten most my beloved childhood memories. I’ve forgotten the rhymes my mother used to sing me, i forgot the little joys of life you can only experience as a child, i forgot my elders’ young faces…

    • qz14OP
      2·
      1 day ago

      yeah… i’ve forgotten so much but the scarier part is the consisten forgetting in my life now. Like I was in a totally different mindset last week and i don’t remember it at all and everyhting just comes in loops

        • qz14OP
          2·
          23 hours ago

          for me it’s the past week at most. It’s been like that forever.

              • Basedandtrollpilled
                2·
                23 hours ago

                Me too, i cried when i first noticed it. If i forget those, i won’t be able to sing my children the same lullabies and rhymes my mother sang me… And even that example is horrifying

                • qz14OP
                  2·
                  23 hours ago

                  yeah it’s so fucking scary the whole thing is so scary :((

    • qz14OP
      2·
      1 day ago

      i don’t even know why i wanted to make this post anymore, i just have a feeling that there was something

      • Kath
        2·
        1 day ago

        :( yeah zone… sometimes i want to post but i forget what it is i meant to post or i ger confused over which horrible thing i want to cry about…

        • qz14OP
          2·
          1 day ago

          same i get these moments where i’m aware of it and it all feels like… present but then it starts to slip away like forgetting a dream and all i’m left with is the sense that something is wrong but i don’t know what

          • Kath
            2·
            1 day ago

            yeah… thas exactly it… everything feels like a dream… im sorry quimper zimper:(