not in some vague effortmaxxing kind of way. im not talking about transition. i mean within personal growth.
i know most of you are really young, basically all of us are traumatized in someway, but growth is still possible. you dont have to believe it will work, but giving up or refusing to even try are the only ways you can fail.
you can stumble, fall down, restart bad habits, push everyone away again and again. but as long as you are still trying, then it isnt over. its okay to make mistakes, we all do. its what you choose to do in the aftermath that matters and defines your character
i hope you’re right. my life changed so much in the last 2 years, and now recently i have got a chance at a fresh start away from everyone who knew me. that happened less than 3 months ago but i don’t even feel like anything changed. i was so hopeful for the first few weeks, then i gave up over something dumb and never got back up since then. maybe i should try my best again. nothing changes if i cry in bed all day, no one is coming to save me. it’s scary and it hurts but no one will help me so i have to do it myself again, right?