Bc I haven’t had sex in 6 years (since i started transition) or any physical intimacy besides a drunk girl kissing me a single time. Even my girl/trans friends say they love platonic touch with friends yet never even get near me. obviously it’s cause i’m trans, i know. one is an annoying hyprocrite of a theyfab who stopped talking to me tho so good riddance.

i like to think sex with a guy would feel affirming on top of pleasurable. some days i’m feral and others just depressed af tho, such is tranner life