I don’t have time for that… I have a few friends, also queer ones but nobody who could afford buying that with me or would want or need to… but yeah I get what you’re saying but it’s hard enough as it is to just try to somehow get at least some part of some Uni work done for me tbh…

I don’t have time or energy or idk a brain to go and somehow do some kind of sports club… I stay often with my family and can’t really not do that… but I have an apartment I can temporarily stay at… but yk…

The emotional pressure from my family makes it impossible to not stay with them and also I am still in many ways dependent on them and can’t afford no contact and also don’t want no contact to be honest.