Idk but I think my brain is permanently broken because I wake up and my very first thought in morning is “what if I am faketrans” and then it’s just this flood of thoughts and it’s been happening for a while now… immediately
“What if I am fake, can transition still save me, will it work, does this uncomfortable feeling in the morning count as dysphoria, am I feminine enough, do I even deserve it, what about family, what do I even feel…”
And idk… I’m not here to cry wolf again and ask if I am faketrans… that would be dumb but I am just idk kinda feeling weird… I wake up and the first thing I feel is this weird feeling of dread…
This lingering discomfort… and silence.
And then I check Tranistan and my head gets louder but I guess… it’s time I get out of bed now anyway.
Have a nice day everybody <3
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are you on hrt or do you need to be fed hrt
Hehehe :3
tell me so i know what to say dummy
I don’t understand… I just found the thought of being fed estrogen funny
but are you on hrt or not
Not yet… I working on it though :(
dovyou want help or are you lowkirk a capable girl
I’m capable. I can and will do it. I promise
The first thing you do in the morning should be taking your pills. Then you can open Tranistan.
Ah yes the perfect morning routine… Take your Pills, open Tranistan, doom, go to Uni 😂
But that’s literally what I do 😭😭 (except tranistan comes before pills ofc)
Sounds like a plan, doesn’t it?
Lmao true…
I check this place because its the closest to a community that actually understands how I feel.
In any case are you on HRT or not ?? I used to wonder about the whole faketrans thing too. But just 2 months of HRT confirmed to me that I should have started this years ago…
I hope I will also find conviction…
It’s worth trying
