yeah, i didn’t say it was easy. a lot of shit is hard, its what makes you appreciate reaching a goal. if it weren’t you wouldn’t care about doing it. i get it sucks to have to do things other people were just given but control over what you desire and actually reaching something you’re happy with is a lot more impressive than those people who just take their voice or whatever for granted. nothing’s stopping you from taking a break either if you are tired of dealing with failure either. you got this, girl. u could always get lessons too.