She hasn’t noticed I’m 10 months on E already anyway. I told her I’m going to kill myself because there is no way out for me. She said that I’m very “handsome” and I have “androgynous beauty”, and that I should at least try transitioning, that it’s never too late and that there are a lot of “beautiful older trans persons”. I put my hand beside hers to show her how fucked by testosterone I am, and she had nothing to say. Lmao.
Genuinely, what’s even the fucking point anymore? I’m mogged by fucking everyone, I’m tall and big and unmistakably manly. I worked so hard to get bigger hips and butt, but it doesn’t matter, bones decide all. I fucking frame mog most guys and men older than me. It’s genuinely fucking ogre. I don’t know how to find the reason to keep going
your mom isn’t just okay with you trooning, she ENCOURAGES you to troon. COME OUT TO HER LET HER HELP
She isn’t okay with me trooning, she just sees it as the lesser of two evils. Still great I guess, but wasted on a hon like me
show gratitude for the parentsluckshittery you are given by utilizing it!!!
I’m not sure if it’s safe to tell her about DIY…
just tell her abt transition and estrogen. no need to tell her where its from
she knows about DIY and that I was considering it
I’m not a parent luckshit lmao. There is genuinely no way to tell what’s happening in her head. Sometimes she beats me or yells at me for no reason.
she wants you to troon. trust me, you are a parentsluckshit. you have no idea how bad it can get