She hasn’t noticed I’m 10 months on E already anyway. I told her I’m going to kill myself because there is no way out for me. She said that I’m very “handsome” and I have “androgynous beauty”, and that I should at least try transitioning, that it’s never too late and that there are a lot of “beautiful older trans persons”. I put my hand beside hers to show her how fucked by testosterone I am, and she had nothing to say. Lmao.

Genuinely, what’s even the fucking point anymore? I’m mogged by fucking everyone, I’m tall and big and unmistakably manly. I worked so hard to get bigger hips and butt, but it doesn’t matter, bones decide all. I fucking frame mog most guys and men older than me. It’s genuinely fucking ogre. I don’t know how to find the reason to keep going

  • Kath
    10·
    2 months ago

    your mother literally telling you to transition oh my god oh my god

  • nowhxre gxrl 🚬
    7·
    2 months ago

    your mom isn’t just okay with you trooning, she ENCOURAGES you to troon. COME OUT TO HER LET HER HELP

    • AriaLove8StringsOP
      21·
      2 months ago

      She isn’t okay with me trooning, she just sees it as the lesser of two evils. Still great I guess, but wasted on a hon like me

        • AriaLove8StringsOP
          3·
          2 months ago

          I’m not a parent luckshit lmao. There is genuinely no way to tell what’s happening in her head. Sometimes she beats me or yells at me for no reason.

          • nowhxre gxrl 🚬
            4·
            2 months ago

            she wants you to troon. trust me, you are a parentsluckshit. you have no idea how bad it can get

  • Ill Begotten
    1·
    2 months ago

    you deserve to perish and be reborn as a child soldier in somalia