Idk… I feel like I need to succeed… it can’t go on like that… and also that if I don’t idk fix my sexuality then I don’t deserve to transition or be a woman… then I’m just AGP faketrans or even if I am true trans… then my sexuality would ruin transition somehow and make me really ugly bad
Yeah… I just hope it stops… but I feel so defeated and hurt… I don’t even want to try because I just failed so many times.
So now is not the time to try, but rather to strengthen yourself.
Idk… I feel like I need to succeed… it can’t go on like that… and also that if I don’t idk fix my sexuality then I don’t deserve to transition or be a woman… then I’m just AGP faketrans or even if I am true trans… then my sexuality would ruin transition somehow and make me really ugly bad