I will probably have to do something that will deeply disgust me soon, but i can’t have a mental breakdown over it again. It’s ultimately worth it too and also unavoidable, that’s all you need to know. I just need to get through that and it’ll be fine
I’m avoiding all details here because i don’t want the wrong person to read this and know what it’s about. And no, this is not avoidable Okay thx!!!
:( im really sorry🫂… wwhat i do is distract myself with games or stuff constantly and then when the moment comes i dissasociate reaply hard and dont come back until im all al9ne in my room in the dark and can just cover up and go to sleep
Okay that’s not really doable here i think… and aside from this one thing i’ll be actually pretty happy around then. That’s why i just need to get through that and i’ll be fine. But that will probably make dissociating hard… idk thx tho, i’ll be fine i promise
:(im sorry🫂
Drawing, reading, listening to music, starting a tv show…
Yeah but i need to like seem normal in the moment and not break down
Get lost in a book
I can’t read during this situation so I don’t really know how that’d help
Soz … I think I just woke up to what you are talking about,
Sometimes I used to just pretend I’m a totally different person when I had to do things I didn’t like.
Best of luck, and only love 🫶🏻 Take care of yourself.
Dw about, i understand that it’s hard to give advice when i’m being this vague. And thank you, ig i can try that out
if youre doing sex work i find that i naturally tended to dissociate anyway just to cope
Maybe ig but it didn’t work last time
This sounds very bad…
Don’t worry about it, it’s mostly a me problem, most here would be fine in that situation
