I will probably have to do something that will deeply disgust me soon, but i can’t have a mental breakdown over it again. It’s ultimately worth it too and also unavoidable, that’s all you need to know. I just need to get through that and it’ll be fine

I’m avoiding all details here because i don’t want the wrong person to read this and know what it’s about. And no, this is not avoidable Okay thx!!!

  • Narcissus
    3·
    7 days ago

    :( im really sorry🫂… wwhat i do is distract myself with games or stuff constantly and then when the moment comes i dissasociate reaply hard and dont come back until im all al9ne in my room in the dark and can just cover up and go to sleep

    • giuli9OP
      2·
      7 days ago

      Okay that’s not really doable here i think… and aside from this one thing i’ll be actually pretty happy around then. That’s why i just need to get through that and i’ll be fine. But that will probably make dissociating hard… idk thx tho, i’ll be fine i promise