Only thing that feels real is bottom dysphoria and body/facial hair tbh everything else I feel like I might’ve been like socially conditioned into or whatever
Only thing that feels real is bottom dysphoria and body/facial hair tbh everything else I feel like I might’ve been like socially conditioned into or whatever
Assuming ROGD is even a thing, maybe it would help to think back to where you experienced the dysphoria independent of any social media influencing it.
So for instance I always hated and despised my brow bone, but I didn’t quite understand why until I started questioning. My disgust over my brow bone got worse after, which could make me think it’s ROGD, but it kinda makes sense that as you gain awareness of your dysphoria your disgust would grow now that there is a reason attached to it. (This is assuming hating your browbone isn’t just a normal moid thought).
I definitely relate to the ROGD issue and it makes me feel faketrans because I didn’t really have much dysphoria until I started questioning and getting into 4t4. I really only had bouts of vague annoyance/discomfort with my genitals, hatred of my browbone, wishing for bigger butt/hips, and a general dislike of my body. Aside from agp, that’s pretty much it. Even something like body hair I didn’t really seem to have a problem with until questioning I was trans where it became a horror that I now endure much pain to remove.
I don’t really know the answer. I still think there’s some chance I’m faketrans and I’ll get reverse dysphoria in the future, but for now I’m treating my dysphoria at face value and trusting my instincts.
Yeah that’s kinda why I’m thinking the only thing I want is no body/facial hair and to get srs or like nullification or something. Those were my only two things I disliked about being a man I think (socially they’re weird but whatever. I don’t really understand anyone tbh I’m just talking physical stuff)
Like if I could just basically be a dickless twink I wouldn’t mind existing tbh