Like I can order dick off of Grindr like it’s fucking doordash, but I can’t imagine a man ever loving me, marrying me, wanting to start a family with me.

Like I think with enough work I can become pretty attractive in a androgynous twinky way. But what’s the point if basically every dream and goal I have in life is impossible.

Can I really ask a man to do that. To take the social cost of being with someone like me. To ask him to lose family for me, maybe even his parents. To hurt his career if I ever show my face to his colleagues. To never have children biologically with his wife.

I want that life so bad, but it hurts so much.

Well, at least I have creepy chasers. I can go be someone’s fetish they discard as soon as the post nut clarity hits like I deserve.

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    13 hours ago

    I’m so lonely… I wish I had a bf who saw me truly as a woman and loved me as such and who I could spend my life with and who makes me happy

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    24 hours ago

    Like idk if there is a way for a 18yo boymoder to find love. My friends say igmi and I look cute, and guys on grindr think I’m hot, but I’m still a 6ft twinkhon… with muscle too. My 19yo friend has a found a really gentle and hot 6ft4 bf, but she lives in a very woke area and she’s a luckshit passoid. So I can’t really compare myself to her, you know…

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    23 hours ago

    im ugly and found a boyfriend on league of legends, everyone can make it with enough luck and time

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    24 hours ago

    you can just be like that volleyball player dating the 5’5 guy