cross-posted from: https://tranistan.com/post/25550
Titetle. If i start hormones my mother is going to kill herself probably, My extended family will cut contact with me. I love them all. I’ll also be seen as a freak by society, What the fuck do i do? Prettyboy cope? I can’t even do that with how masculine my genes will eventually make me. Do i quit and become a chaser to fulfill myself in meta attraction? Or just… i don’t really know. Every close one i know tells me I’m a man and I’m deluding myself. That I lost my mind from lack of human interaction. Somewhat true also, but they can never know truly how it’s like.
I’m gonna need a ffs anyway at this point. Should’ve started at 20. I’m 22 now. Fuck me.
She told me she’ll off our whole family then finally off herself… Extremism runs in the family…
That is concerning… does she really have the guts to do that though? I think it’s just a bluff unless she is… extremely conservative (DAESH levels) and delusional
The whole family is gutsy, she isn’t extremist in political sense lol. I think there’s a considerable chance she can do it though